hmmm well then practice with ppl or just get down. sometimes you just gotta get down and that is the practice. other times you have the creative moment. me nothing really turns me on now, just getting down with the homies cause they're the only ones that just shut the f'ck up and get down. Cuz when I get down I don't want someone yapping beside me cause i'm trying to stress relieve. 11:02Christopherremember that thread on bboy world thread about rawness thats whats missing here and I feel like NOW , I have tons of it I want to explode with but like they aint ready here you try to get hype they over there training single ish handhop to a bigger handhop all the dam time yup same shit like vancouver we just don't give a f'ck and get down outside on the concrete to hip hop and way out beats. that's why I keep on the low. but the other thinking is that's when you want to blow up so I can understand where you and gravity are coming from. 11:04Christopheryeah i been low to long b, and you know that exactly so it's all good 11:05Christopheri need to rep myself i havent done that and right now im tired of this nice guy attitude, i mean its called BATTLE and you train you TRAIN not talk about a girl you did some days ago we can chat but not the whole session this aint tea and biscut time xactly too many fools sitting down and not saying shit really 11:08Christopheryeah i go to this semi decent practice spot sometime and fools is there stretchng the whole session, and talkin and then want to be like yo how you do this move and blah blah its cool but OD yeah. Just do your own shit. You gotta do what makes you feel good, you can chat and have fun and shit in the club and battle, but practice? yeah. Just do your own shit. You gotta do what makes you feel good, you can chat and have fun and shit in the club and battle, but practice?
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i invited these cats to get down with us and they were playing there beats. I sat it out till my boy came with his beats. Can't even get down to that shit now. facebook be trying to kick me offline. 11:15Christopherconspricy for speakin the truth lol yup 11:17Christopheri need to go shoppin this wk i wanna burn kats but i need a new at hat I lost my NY cap here pissed now I gotta break in a new one i feel like it aint real if it aint from NY -_- haha i need to get one too i guess 11:18Christopherall these kats think they know what NY is about yeah you got the clothes style but dont try to be like me aint gonna happen i think i been gettin aggressive lately lol ok well you can show it outwardly with your attitude or just your moves either way it doesn't matter as long as you aren't going to beat in someone's brain afterwards 11:21Christophernah lol but man i feel like all these yrs i havent been a real bboy man like a chicken and shit not really battling and iono just lame well it all depends man it depends on where you battle is and when i don't call ppl out per say but I'll battle to death if a person steps to me in the club stage battles I don't know....not really into, mainly because most of the djs now just play wack corny shit and i can't feel that. so i mean you don't have to be the hardest shit on the planet or act like it to be a real bboy -------
fuck that's what's got shit looking wack now cause everybody's trying to do that and look like some zulu clone. 11:24Christopherlol, yeah fool and ready for the callin out peeps here you do that they are like huh? and want to do some rubbish on the floor yup 6 step swipes and a chair 11:24Christopherthey only cock pple when they are already in a battle yup 11:25Christopherwhats the point of the cocking someone your in a battle with already and a fixed one! the cock was designed to callout kats you supposed to cock a person when you feel that. It's a feeling, not just a move xactly 11:26Christopherand then dont even cock right jumpin all over the place its lost its meaning i feel most shit has everybody trying to be hard is making hard bboys and the image look corny I'm trying to be myself with the quiet ninja style and go straight into dancing instead of wasting time posing. 11:28Christopheryeah man, im just tryin to do me, if it mean i look hard or not whatever, im just tryin to be real with my shit now on the real i've been learning a lot about myself since march so imma try be more of myself now anyways and stop trying to act more than i am. yup 11:29Christopheryeah i feel you, i also been learning about mysefl i hold out and act like a bitch and I had to realize yo im tired of being owned, even if I lose i know i put up a ill fight yeah i just realized I gotta do what i gotta do now and never put it off for another day cause I may not live to see it so try to do what i need to do and respect ppl and shit. Also just reconfirming my inner willpower 11:33Christopherwerd werd i just want to get that spark again yeah it's hard. but you gotta distance yourself from the internet and watching videos and caring about what's going on in the scene and shit to get it. 11:34Christopheryeah, i realized that, you said something in the forum, that you told me b4 about what Nem said, and I was like yeah man fuck everyone else it me out there and i think someone else said something interesting like b4 the net you can tell who was from where each region had they own shit yeah 11:35Christophernow everyone look like everyone its cool for the development but i dont wanna battle clones coz then it become a fad that shit used to be fresh but now it's whatever. That probably means moe stuff is universal but still up *yup 11:36Christopherand the sytle the wins is the new way to go so no one actually has thier own style just the winning style or whatever it takes to win. The in thing 11:37Christopher"oh foundation is in, I want it" "oh spining on my nose is the in thing, I want it" - _ - yup it's funny now everyone's dropping to their backs and running backwards on the ground 11:39Christopheryea man, yesterday I had an ol skool day i watched "Beat street" breakin 1and 2 and wildstyle i was like dam hehe wildstyle's the shit 11:40Christopherlol yeah yeah i wanna watch style wars today yeah i need to check on style wars 11:41Christopheri think i saw only once so i need to peep it it's got a bit of documentary info in there 11:42Christopheryeah i need to see it damn looks like i'm getting tired again, may be able to get some sleep. Was trying but it wasn't working out. Gotta wake up in like 3hrs. 11:45Christopheryeah b you gotta sleep some at least -----
i've also been staying on the low cause I think ppl here are mixing me up for a drug dealer or crip (cause there was a time where i was wearing a lot of blue and practicing house at nights waiting for the bus and shit). 11:46Christopherahahaha i had a few instances where I thought peeps were following me on the bus and when i go to clubs and shit and ppl just look at me wierd. 11:47Christopherthey aint ready I know all my boys been laughing at me and shit but I've been paranoid about it since march.... but you know what there's a lot of good that's come out of this it's made me realize a lot of what's important and a lot of what doesn't matter. Like I don't know sometimes honestly if imma make it back to NY..but I guess i've said that before. But this shit made me realize that friends and family are importan. 11:49Christopheryeah man its always the case, you gotta know whos there for you sometime your fam can be more of a help then fam or reverse but both are there even if i need my own space and shit, gotta respect them and talk to them once in a while cause they have your interest at heart. Also that's why i've been saying i've just been living each day like it's miy last and just doing shit instead of putting it off. 11:50Christopherwerd werd i also realized something about dance 11:51Christopher? it got me into the mess cause people assumed...but at the same time it was what helped me keep going. Even though the risk of going out at night was higher for me...it was meeting up with my boys at night and getting down that took the fear and stress away for those 2 hrs. 11:52Christopheryeah man i been avoiding goin out, and I should i been neglecting homies here i feel bad but also, that I don't necessarily want to dance for a living but I want to dance. I have certain goals I want to achieve artistically in life and shit and I can't f'ck it up cause of simple stupid mistakes so I can't be trying to act like or dress like a thug when i'm not...even if dancers dress up a lot i need to be me. nah dog sometimes you gotta do you just cause you don't see them doesn't mean you can't vibe with them just talk like we're talking now 11:54Christopherwerd werd sometimes you gotta find yourself take a step out. Even though you been doing that for a minute lol 11:55Christopheryeah time to change that i dont want to be a hermit lol other times it takes some crazy shit like thinking people are going to kill you or a break up or something big to make you stop and go..."what the f'ck am i doing? this shit doesn't even matter" hahah funny thing is i WANT to be a hermit so BAD!!! 11:56Christopherahaha its easy dont go out, and seperate from everyone dont pick up your fone all the time the easy rules to hermit life ^___^ ppl hunt me down -__- i've been doing it a lot. Only ppl who need to know know...that's what I always say makes life more interesting. 12:00Christopherlol yeah man im really excited for this even this wkend for no reason lol going out? 12:01Christopherbattle sat cool next battle for me is Aug 7th. Had a popping battle three days ago. 12:03Christopheryeah? how did it go? this bboy promoter's trying to bring up mennoh to Vancouver. I might be one of the people exhibition battling him i lost in the 2nd round gainst this cat from cali 12:03Christophercool cool really?! huh i can' pop. Need to practice it more. I just beat match and do tricks when I'm in battles. I just like getting down in the club *i can't pop 12:05Christopherhmm i need to get up on poppin but I have no inspiration to do it lol i want it but not so bad i'm just on the dance tip more house than anything else 12:13Christopherim always housing im aslo doin the house battle this wkend too im on the list for best house dancers in berlin lol fresh haha cool 12:14Christopheryeah i was hella surprised considering i dont battle house here just in clubs yeah well it's a club culture that's dope that you're doing the house thing now too though. Should be interesting when you come back in Oct. 12:29Christopheryeah yeah yeah we gotta do it up. and just chill in general 12:30ChristopherI been tryin to get my hip hop on too same here. Just a little thing. It helped last time I was back in NY i was getting down with link almost every time I was at the club. anyways imma hit the sack i think the sleep is calling me for a few hours. 12:31Christopheryeah yeah lol do it bro peace 12:31Christopherpz bro good talkin again yeah no doubt. same here. 12:32York is offline. | 
